From the recording Spilled Years
Lyrics
CREDITS
MK Fischer: Vocals, Acoustic Guitar
Myles Henderson: Piano
Riley Zarkerwicz: Bass Guitar
Amanda Sentell: Electric/Lead Guitar
Trent Alexander: Drums
LYRICS
Looking up, I can see
You and me taking off from this thing
You call reality, It’s such a dream
All these highs, and all these lows
There’s no taking control
But I can’t let it be, can’t let it breathe
Cause you don’t
You don’t know
When you walked right out that door
I was thinking that you might come back
Back for more
Now I’m sitting here
Counting fears
That you won’t come home
Wasting away
While I’m wasting this fade alone
Crying over spilled
Spilled years
Crying over still
Still after all these years
Looking back, I can see
All the hints you dropped, you didn’t want me
All the excuses, left me bruises
Wish I had seen, right on through
Cause now I’m stuck as your muse
And I can’t break free, it’s killing me
Cause you don’t
You don’t know
When you walked right out that door
I was thinking that you might come back
Back for more
Now I’m sitting here
Counting fears
That you won’t come home
Wasting away
While I’m wasting this fade
Alone
Crying over spilled
Spilled years
Crying over still
Still after all these years
The things you said
They’re all in my head
But not a dust mark left
You cleaned that mess But I’m still here
And the view is clear That took what’s yours
No remorse
And well, I’m still here
Now I’m sitting here Counting fears
That you won’t come home Wasting away
While I’m wasting this fade
Alone
Crying over spilled
Spilled over years
I’m crying over still
Still after all these years
I’m crying over still
Still after all these years